6 weeks old..

and already such a personality! Silas continues to amuse and amaze us!

I am so thankful to be able to stay at home with my little guy, I can't imagine missing a moment of his life. He is smiling more now, it's wonderful! A few days ago he looked me right in the face and gave me a huge smile. Oh yeah, that made Mommy's day!

He has also discovered a love of pear juice, I'm just glad it got things moving in his tummy again. lol He sure sucks it down though, and then licks his lips when it's gone. Such a silly guy..

His favorite thing is of coarse, Mommy... but Daddy is a close second! He still likes to feel Daddy's chin and has discovered that the dog is hairy too. I don't think he's quite sure what the dog is yet though.. but he likes to touch him. lol

We are slowly getting into a routine and that makes life so much easier for me!

New things this week? We love the co-sleeper! Best purchase we've made so far! Now he can sleep beside me but is still safe in his own little bed! He also loves holding someone's hand (usually mine. lol) but that touch seems to really comfort him - and of coarse mommy doesn't mind holding his little hand!

We enjoy tummy time everyday and Silas is getting so strong. Won't be long before he's holding his head up with a little more control. His eyes are getting lighter too. We can't wait to see what color they finally turn! The poor little guy is going bald though.. but the hair on the back of his head is getting longer. Guess we can always do a comb-over if we need to!

He still isn't a big fan of being naked but does seem to enjoy peeing on mommy every chance he gets!

This week Silas was without mommy for the first time! Great Grandma watched him so I could run to the store for some juice. Silas was fine.. Mommy wasn't.. (well..I didn't think I would be anyway!) It sure was a fast trip to town though!

Always, Always.

Silas and I are surviving our first full week at home without Daddy. Normally he will sit in his swing or bouncy seat while I'm able to get some things done around the house. This week though, he'd rather just be in Mommy's arms. Mommy. Is. Tired.

I remember over the past 8 years thinking about how much I couldn't wait to hold my own baby in my arms. To love and cuddle.. soothe and comfort...Wondering if it would ever happen... Yesterday I was getting a bit frustrated (not really upset, just wanting to get some things done around the house) and Silas would not stay calm for very long once I put him down. When he's upset and crying I hold him close and remind him that Mommy is here "Always, Always". We rocked for awhile and he went back to sleep. I started thinking about one of my favorite Bible verses. "Be still and know that I am God" (Psalm 46:10) and how God is here for us "Always, Always". When we are lost or feeling alone... when we just need someone to comfort us when we cry. Though we may not always feel him, he is always here. What a powerful love that is.

Deja Vu..

Once again we celebrated Friday the 13th... I thought it was pretty cool Si's one month birthday fell on a Friday too.

Our little guy is growing up so fast! Thursday we took another trip to visit Dr. Julie for Si's one month check-up. The big guy is now weighing in at 9lbs 13oz and is a keeper at 22 1/4 inches long! His appointment was great, he's developing right on track and amazes us at how much he is changing already. Sadly, we've had to put away our newborn sizes and are on the way out of 0-3 months clothes too! Mommy doesn't mind though... just another shopping trip right? (hehe)

This weekend he discovered Daddy's goatee, he will rub his hand over it, pull it away.. then go back to rub again. We love watching him discover new things! Some of our favorite things right now: rubbing daddy's goatee and mommy's lip (although I think he does it when I'm talking to try to shut me up!) He also enjoys watching the light above the shower and listening to the fan. (the bouncy seat and shower fan come in handy when mom wants to take a shower!) He likes his swing as long as he's not buckled in, the tray is up and the swing isn't moving... guess that was a super purchase! lol He also likes laying on his tummy and trying to look around. He's getting so good at holding his head up!

Si's not so favorite things right now: being naked. lol Bathtime starts with some fussing but doesn't last long once the warm water hits. And of coarse.. picture time with mommy. Friday we did his one month portraits and he did great most of the time. Once he started peeing, we decided it was time to be done! After a clean diaper and bottle, we made a quick trip to Kmart for more paci's. I don't know how we lose them but we do..

3 weeks old

Silas was three weeks old yesterday, we celebrated by going shopping (ok.. so maybe that was more fun for mommy...) Poor little guy is outgrowing some clothes and is too small for others. Atleast we found some socks that will stay on his wiggly feet!

He is just a happy boy, most of the time anyway. Last week we made a switch in his formula hoping it will help with his gas problem. Other than that, he's a super eater and is sleeping about three hours at a time.

Behind the scenes..

At any time in our lives we can come into contact with a person (or group of people) who will play a huge role in a life changing experience. We may never cross paths with them again, but their presence in that one moment will never be forgotten. We met so many wonderful doctors and nurses during this pregnancy and birth. The story of Silas wouldn't be complete without including all these great people.

Silas with Dr. Julie and nurse Katie (bet you guys didn't think you would end up on our blog! haha!) Although the frequent blood pressure checks and the dreaded 24hr collections are not quite forgotten yet, we still love Dr. Julie and Katie (and Jesse even though we didn't snag a picture of her!) They took such amazing care of us and we just can't thank them enough:) We are so excited that we get to continue our care with them!

Of coarse we also have Silas with Dr. Foley. She worked together with Dr. Perkins to handle our care. Since we decided to have Silas in Omaha, Dr. Foley was there to deliver! She did a fabulous job and we appreciate her attention to every tiny detail! (although we still chuckle at all the post-it notes the nurses had from her on my chart! lol) We had our last check up with Dr. Foley last week but will always be thankful for her help:)

We didn't meet Dr. Anthone until D-day but we were glad to have him on the team! Of coarse he was so very excited to be there too I think! It's not often that he gets to help with delivering a baby, I guess it's only fitting that he get two pictures to celebrate the event!

We are very grateful that he was able to help with the surgery!

The nurses... what amazing people. To help care for someone at a very vulnerable time in their life takes a very special person. I had such an amazing experience at Methodist and hopefully we'll meet with them all again in a few years....

Lisa and Abby - our fantastic labor and delivery nurses! A special thank you to them for pictures from Si's birth. The first moments of his life would be lost to us without you.. Thank you so much for taking pictures...

And finally, but just as important, our post partum nurses (wild bunch down there on the 8th floor!) In all the craziness I forgot to grab a picture of the day girls, guess we'll have to catch Mardy and Rachel the next time around:) Here are the night girls though, Pat, Debbie and Holly!

Although we didn't have Silas at the Carroll hospital, we still spent plenty of time in L&D! Twice a week for a month and a half we would head up to the 3rd floor for a nonstress test! Silas entertained us by kicking the monitors and made the nurses work hard to get the job done! We'd like to thank them and the great girls in Radiology for putting up with us so often!:)

I'm sure I could write a novel of all the people taking care of us... I know I missed some but we thank you too! You all will be a part of our family forever. Thank you for being part of this amazing time in our lives:)